Saturday, October 22, 2011

Prickly People

Ah, some days my friends my heart goes through a day like today and I offer it you bruised and broken.  I had a yucky day.  The first person I spent time with is a "born-again Christian" and she believes everyone is going to hell. The second person scoffed at my ideas about the power of touch, Reiki healing and love.  She rolled her eyes at one point.  I have so much trouble with prickly people.   I walk around this planet and just love on anyone and everyone.  I can't help it.  It is just the way I am.  I don't want to change and close myself up and be like the prickly people.  And yet, some days these people cause my heart pain.  I don't know.  I am called to love.  That's it.  I guess I should know by now that this life of mine will be painful at times.


Today Isa sent me this song and my heart once again felt warm and protected.  Please go over and say hi to Isa because she is a precious soul.  Her daughter just started Kindergarten and is as cute as a button!  


And I want to share this with you. 



Thanks 
by W. S.  Mervin

Listen 
with the night falling we are saying thank you 
we are stopping on the bridges to bow from the railings 
we are running out of the glass rooms 
with our mouths full of food to look at the sky 
and say thank you 
we are standing by the water thanking it 
smiling by the windows looking out 
in our directions 

back from a series of hospitals back from a mugging 
after funerals we are saying thank you 
after the news of the dead 
whether or not we knew them we are saying thank you

over telephones we are saying thank you 
in doorways and in the backs of cars and in elevators 
remembering wars and the police at the door 
and the beatings on stairs we are saying thank you 
in the banks we are saying thank you 
in the faces of the officials and the rich
and of all who will never change
we go on saying thank you thank you

with the animals dying around us 
our lost feelings we are saying thank you 
with the forests falling faster than the minutes 
of our lives we are saying thank you 
with the words going out like cells of a brain 
with the cities growing over us 
we are saying thank you faster and faster 
with nobody listening we are saying thank you 
we are saying thank you and waving 
dark though it is

13 comments :

  1. Birdie. Thank you. For the poem and the link to Isa's gift of a song. Both beautiful reminders of the joy and beauty of the world - never far away to warm and protect us. x

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  2. Lovel, loving song - very heartfelt voice.

    Yes, I know these same eye rolling people.
    It's sad that they mock things that they don't understand. But the mockery comes from them and it doesn't undermine us in any way. I searched for a way not to take it personally and settled on feeling a sad tenderness towards them, adding a small prayer. And I have also learned to "test the waters" before speaking about anything "out of the ordinary" with someone whose intellect I am not familiar with.

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  3. I feel sad for those people who are skeptical about everything. I always want go encourage them to try but to no avail. I feel sorry that people do not allow such a wonderful soul as yourself to touch their life. People are sometimes so insecure a d negative that they are blind to the beauty around them.

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  4. Thanks for your words Birdie. Don't worry, everybody has their own time and only some know that the only way to open lives is through love.

    We keep saying "thank you" to them, til one day they'll say it back to us.

    Love
    Isa

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  5. I have just caught up with the posts since your mum's funeral. You are in the place where grief and anger and unhappiness all come at the same time. And I read also that you are angry at feeling grief.

    For Goodness sake's, woman, you will be grieving for a long time yet. What is there to be angry about?
    You lost your mum, of course you're grieving.
    And why all these comparisons with other kinds of grief? It's not a competition. You feel what you feel and others feel what they feel.

    Yes, I am very sorry for your loss, but I am also sorry that you are so hard on yourself.

    Allow yourself to cry and rave and rant and be heart-broken.

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  6. Finally I see how to comment on your blog again. For a long time I had the wrong link.

    You *do* go around just loving on people. And I, for one, am grateful to God for that. For you.

    May I, and others, continue to love on you.

    I had a very prickly person experience yesterday too (about the 8th time in a row with her). It is difficult for sensitive, loving people like you and me sometimes. But it is better than not being sensitive and loving.

    I hope today you feel the sunshine and the breeze and see the sky and hear the birds. And feel the earth under your feet.

    I hope you feel rooted to the depths of our nourishing planet, and lifted to the endless heights of the heavens.

    Love!
    Lynn

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  7. Such a beautiful song. I don't do well with prickly people either and to be honest, I just stay away from them so they cannot bring me down with their negativity.

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  8. i just wanted to tell you how moved i was by your comment over at ms. moon's on her post about fathers. i will be back!

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  9. I have always been very friendly and open to talking about a variety of topics with many people. Not everyone is like that though.

    I got my Reiki Master certificate earlier this year and hope to teach one day but I know that many of my friends and family are not interested so I won't even approach them about a class. Sometimes I feel sad that I have to sensor what I say and talk about depending on who I'm with but it's just how it has to be with some people and I try to honor that.

    Thanks for visiting my blog! I'll stop by here again later and browse a little, maybe even check out those links you suggested. :)

    ~Mary

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  10. Birdie,
    Thank you for the goodness.

    And thanks for sharing the experience of the born-againer and the person who doubted the powere of touch. To my mind, you present one who refuses to admit not knowing everything and one who refuses to admit there is more to know. Such people want security right now and in the form they want. I wish these people could accept we don't know everything, and this fact admits countless possibilities.

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  11. These people who know everything when no one really does....I feel sorry for. As I get older I realize that I know less and less.

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  12. Its a terrible thing when you encounter people that are so close minded and full of negativism.
    You keep on going we are here to send you love and positive thoughts.

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  13. I like the mood thesong creates.

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