When I was little I was going to run away from home. I remember crying and just having a bad day. My brother came out to get me before I got past the front of the house because Mom was going to make strawberry Quik. I want my life to be that simple again. My mom and a glass of strawberry Quik.
Aww......so,so sorry you are hurting.Sending you a virtual cuddle.♥
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are hurting.... but tears can heal and slowly wash away the excruciating pain... so do not worry about crying so much even though it exhausts you. Sending you lots of hugs and love.
ReplyDeleteBirdie, I'm so sorry that life is not as simple and comforting as you remember it and I hope that you find some relief every time a tear falls from your eyes. Sending you my love and support,
ReplyDeleteThis just hit me right in the gut. Oh hon, it hurts so much, but you honor your mother with your tears. How could you not miss her? it was not a mistake to be close to her. Not at all. This heartache is the price we pay for loving the way you have loved and are loved by your mom. It is worth every tear to have known that. Be gentle as you grieve. this is going to take some time. Keep writing it out. She was really something special, your mom.
ReplyDeleteMe, too. I want it that simple again, too. Sometimes.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that you're hurting and grieving so much. I wish you ease.
I saw this quote on somebody's blog and kept it because it was so true,
ReplyDelete"The cure for anything is salt water, sweat, tears or the sea."
This is what it is right now. It does not mean it will be what it is tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteBarb,
ReplyDeleteSending hugs to you. Im glad you are going to the hospice councelling, I hope you can fin some comfort there.
I like Angela Listers comment, she has wise advise.
If you are ever near Maple Ridge, we could get together for a coffee if you want, and Ill give you a real hug! email me!
Birdie, I am so sorry you are hurting. I hope you made that drink for yourself and maybe the memories of your mom will brighten your day!
ReplyDeleteMy dear Birdie: Life isn't always so simple and there are things that we see clearly only with eyes that heve cried. Hugs. Y
ReplyDeleteI hope you will make yourself a glass of Strawberry Quik. It probably isn't going to make you feel better today, but down the road a ways, after some time has passed, it might.
ReplyDeleteHugs.
you poor dear baby, I am so very sorry.
ReplyDeleteIt will get better. It ALWAYS gets better.
ReplyDeleteLove you dear Birdie. No amount of hugs will make it better right now. Thinking of you. Crying with you. x
ReplyDeleteHi, thanks for coming by my blog. I am now following you too. I am sorry you are going through such a hard time! Sending some good energy your way and hugs!
ReplyDeleteGrieving is exhaustion itself. All I can say is that you have to go through it and it will get easier. I wish you all the best with that process.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.