Friday, October 25, 2013

Well, I am back at work. Why does time off go by so fast? It was sort of a crappy two weeks off because I was sick the entire time. I am finally feeling better and starting to be able to breathe. I will be cutting back on the Symbicortr some time next week but have to stay on a maintenance dose all fall and winter or I will get sick again. It is also almost time for the flu shot. I work with terminally ill and dying patients so it is very important that I get the shot but also my own lungs are kind of hooped. 

Today we went to feed the ducks again and I took more pictures. 


Can you see the man fishing? 






This road has been permanently closed off to traffic.


When the rains come the waters will rise and this entire area will become part of the river. 

It sure is a nice autumn. It has been really foggy during the night so the fog horn can be heard every 30 seconds. I live near the ocean and it is a very comforting sound. After a while you don't notice it anymore. It somehow brings reassurance in its deep low tone.

My husband and I went to see a play called, "Boeing, Boeing" last night and was it ever funny. When I got to the theatre I was having a panic attack but we had paid for the tickets so I sat there silently crying. I just wanted to go home. And then a lady walked in that looked like my mom. She had a light behind her so I could not see her face but she looked so much like my mom that I cried even more. I finally pulled it together. I think I should keep ativan in my purse but I really don't want to become a person that carries ativan around. I do use it at night but that is it. Anyway, the play was awesome and I once again give local theatre a standing ovation. Give me a night at a local theatre over a night at the movies anytime!

I brought a Pink Lady apple to work and now it has disappeared. I was looking forward to eating it!  It must be in my car.

I have a weird thing about me that drives my husband crazy but it is normal for me and I want to know if anyone else does this. When I get into bed the sheets have to be perfectly smooth. The bottom sheet pulled tight and the tops sheet with no wrinkles at all. The blankets also need to be free of wrinkles and smooth. I can't stand it when the bed is all higgeldy piggeldy. My husband on the other hand likes the blankets all bunched up. He doesn't care what it looks or feels like. He used to put the bottom sheet on sideways! How do you even do that? When we were dating I would try to sleep and all I could think of was that the bottom sheet was on sideways. One night while he got up to go to the bathroom I quickly remade the bed. Of course he caught me. It is now a joke with us. Now that we are married and living together I make the bed. Thank god I have a husband that puts up with my weirdness. 

19 comments :

  1. Try as I may, I cannot find the fisherman in the pictures. Is he hidden like that black and white cat in the trash heap?

    I cry in movies. Happy movies or sad movies, I cry. Always I take kleenex or a hankie. After the children left home I went to see Mr. Holland's Opus all by myself. It was unexpected for me to cry as hard as I did and I had nothing. No napkins, kleenex or hankie. What did I do? I took off my shoes and used my socks to soak up my tears and snot. Now when I go to a movie my family will ask, "Was it a one sock or two sock movie?"

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  2. My husband untucks the top sheet and blanket from the bed every night when he gets in. In his defense, his legs are longer than even the King sized bed so...
    And I like the sheets tucked in well. And I like a ton of covers on and he most definitely does not.
    Still, after twenty-nine years, we manage to sleep in the same bed.
    I'm glad you are feeling somewhat better.
    Those pictures are amazing.

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  3. You take Ativan every night?! When I was having panic attacks, I carried it around with me. I would often wait too long to take one because I only had so many and didn't want to be that girl who couldn't function. Then I started carrying Frisk mints with me. I'd pop one in my mouth when I felt anxious and keep popping them until it passed. It gave me something to focus on. Now I use my phone. I'll just text someone as a distraction when I feel anxious. It works!

    I love me some fresh tight sheets! I do this leg swishing thing when I crawl into bed and just feel the cool sheets all smooth and I'm in heaven! Derwood could sleep in a pile of crumpled up dirty laundry.

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  4. Absolutely beautiful pictures!

    As for the sheets, that's totally NORMAL! My husband gives me grief all the time about it. If the bed is rumpled in any way, I have to re-make it before we go to bed. It takes me 10 minutes every night to get the blankets pillows and stuff just right so I can actually sleep. If not I'll lie awake all night thinking about the wrinkles or the sheet and blanket not being even.... So if we both are like that it has to be considered normal RIGHT?

    xo
    Dawn

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  5. Ah, panick attacks ! I know them well. They're gone now but at one time, I couldn't even answer the phone. It's a true story and I hope it makes you feel better !xoxo

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  6. Beautiful, beautiful photos. What a glorious place you live in.
    Smooth sheets? Count me in. And, if the clean sheets fairy would only visit me, I would have clean bed linen every day.
    Glad you are starting to feel a little better.

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  7. Beautiful pictures! My husband doesn't like the sheet tucked in. He like kick his feet out the bottom of the bed when they are hot. He just can't learn to put them out the side and then on top of the sheet like I do if my feet get hot. I'm like you and can't sleep if the sheets are all messed up. I've been known to turn the light on and fix the sheets so my side is tucked in. Hate having the bedding all balled up around my neck at night.

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  8. You take such gorgeous pictures! I love them.
    David and I sleep with the top sheet untucked. I guess I got used to it because when we were first married he had a waterbed and you can't tuck the top sheet without killing yourself. When we got rid of the waterbed, having the top sheet untucked became second nature to us. David and I both like the sheets straight and smooth.

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  9. I don't smooth out the sheets before I go to bed because I don't have to...I do that when I fix the bed in the morning! I cannot stand when the sheets are all messed up, and (neurotically) straighten everything out. My husband pushes out the sheets every night from where they are tucked in at the corner of the bed. I cannot leave it that way. Drives me batty. So every morning, I fix it all up. You are not alone, Birdie. I am just as (wonderfully) weird!

    I love all your photos! You are so lucky to be living near the ocean.

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  10. What beautiful pictures! They could be posters really, the sort you'd put up for inspiration! That is also really a cute quirk -- I don't feel that way about bedsheets, but I'm sure every one of us has some unique little things like that lol

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  11. Love the pictures, I could just sit by that river for hours if I was there.

    I am sorry about the panic attacks, been there, done that.

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  12. I don't see the fisherman, but I would love to throw cast a fly or two into that pool.

    Ooh, the sheet thing, I'm not sure I could put up with that, I a too much of a slob.

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  13. Your pictures are soooo gorgeous! It makes me jealous that you live in such a beautiful area!!

    I have weird things that I do too....everyone is a little weird!! :D

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  14. I do believe that getting out there and taking all those wonderful photos, is a most encouraging and positive distraction.

    Very weirdly, we have seen little evidence of autumn where I live in England. The leaves only just started falling. And now we wait for the worst storm in several years to reach us on Sunday night.

    I can relate to your bedsheets situation. I have a bit of a nightmare with so-called fitted sheets that never fit properly.

    Take good care,

    Gary

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  15. Birdie...those photographs are STUNNING!!! I am jealous!
    Great job!
    I am the same with the sheets...
    I get annoyed if he sits on the bed, and wrinkles up his side!!!
    I also change the pillowcases EVERYDAY...
    If I was a millionaire, I would have clean, fresh, tight sheets EVERYDAY!!!
    There....now you know!
    Enjoy your evening♥

    Cheers!
    Linda :o)

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  16. I'm sorry you're sick, but glad you enjoyed the play even after the rocky beginning. The pics are gorgeous! I love the contrast of red and green.

    Thanks for your good wishes on Klahanie's blog about my cover reveal. I really appreciate them! :-)

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  17. Sorry to hear you've been sick.
    Love those gorgeous photos.
    I can't remember the last time we saw a play.. probably way back when our kids were in school. I'm sure they have some good local shows. We have been to a few ballets in Philadelphia but even they were years ago.
    We just saw 'Gravity' and 'Captain Phillips' at the movies though.
    As for the state of our sheets... oh my, you couldn't ever sleep here. they are mess! The corner on hubby's side keeps popping off, the dogs are sprawled out... one under the covers, the other on top. I've got mismatched sheets/covers. Hmm... no wonder why I have a hard time sleeping sometimes. lol

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  18. My husband and I are just the opposite with the sheets/blankets! Funny how people are.

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  19. Wow... those pictures are amazing... I swear I thought they were postcards... you are so lucky to be living in such surroundings... wow... I was wondering about this Pink Lady Apple... I have no idea what it is... I need to research it... it is so wonderful to spend some time with your teenage girl... it is something she will hold special in her heart...lucky girl!

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