I did it.  I put the down payment on a hot tub!  It is just a small one because I can't afford anything bigger and I really want a place to call my own.  My own little oasis.  I have been feeling so sad for so long now I thought I deserved to do something for myself.  A holiday ends (Hawaii would have been nice!) and this lasts many, many years.  I just have to have my sundeck reinforced which my dad is going to do for me then it is a go.  This is the first big purchase I have ever made.  I have never had enough money to do anything so I am pretty nervous and excited.  
It looks exactly like the one in the picture except I got a jet pack especially for neck and shoulders.  
OK, I am off to work. I need to stop at Tim Horton's so I don't fall asleep tonight.  I am so tired.