I have been swinging back and forth with emotion. I am feeling more centered now. Reiki helps. I have been meditating, focusing on love in this great and powerful universe. This, as painful as it is, is a small blip on what God has planned. I can't begin to understand it. I have tried. On a bigger picture we all try every day to make sense of our universe. We want to understand. I have raged at God. But as of yet, I or nobody else has been given an answer as to why bad things happen. Maybe we need to pour all our focus on the good things, the love. Many us read others blogs because we want to connect and love others. We also want to be loved. I know I have received that already. I feel your love and Reiki energy all around me. How beautiful is that? So many of us, so different, but our energy is the same. It goes deep and can't be described in words. It is so ultimately perfect and good. It is good. There is evil and bad all around us but wow, the good is so good.
Namaste
Here is one of my meditation songs I have been listening to.
Birdie, love heals and brings so much joy, I'm sure your Mom's journey - and yours, as you walk with her as far as you can - will be blessed with much love.
Meditation is soul restoring; this tune is particularly beautiful.
Thanks, too, for your kind wishes about my father-in-law.
What a beautiful serene tune... brings peace of mind... clears the mind... and opens the heart for love... may you, your mother and your family be surrounded with love throughout our journey together... may light, peace and love escort your mother to wherever she decided to go. Know that you are loved Birdie as you are love yourself and spread love all around you...
I believe that bad things happen for us to enjoy the good ones. I believe that love, as evil, are energies. Like atracts like, and it is through meditation and peaceful thoughts that we can attract good. And yes, good is really good, but how would we know it, if we had not experienced bad?
hard things happen. I don't know if I would necessarily call them bad. I'm not much for good and bad. More for grades of ease and difficult. Right know you and your family are at the extreme of balancing on the edge of unbearable. Even throughout all of this, you are all together surrounding each one of yourselves and your mom with love and love is light. Hold yourselves in the light and each other in the moments of darkness. Prayers, so many prayers are flying your way.
The sound of this meditation are so peaceful and helpful. Thank you for this.
There are absolutley no words. I am so sorry. it looks like you had a much needed break away which i hope can give you some mental clearance, even though going back to deal with it must be with such dread. I am glad that the meditation and reiki helps you and hope that it gives you space. I must admit - that i think there are 5 stages of grief - but i seem to flit back and forth between them all - i have never - and will never - reach an end of the grieving process - just a more finely tuned way of dealing with it on a day to day basis, I guess.
Take care and i will send you both reiki, non stop.
Birdie, love heals and brings so much joy, I'm sure your Mom's journey - and yours, as you walk with her as far as you can - will be blessed with much love.
ReplyDeleteMeditation is soul restoring; this tune is particularly beautiful.
Thanks, too, for your kind wishes about my father-in-law.
Namaste
Judy, South Africa
What a beautiful serene tune... brings peace of mind... clears the mind... and opens the heart for love... may you, your mother and your family be surrounded with love throughout our journey together... may light, peace and love escort your mother to wherever she decided to go. Know that you are loved Birdie as you are love yourself and spread love all around you...
ReplyDeleteI believe that bad things happen for us to enjoy the good ones. I believe that love, as evil, are energies. Like atracts like, and it is through meditation and peaceful thoughts that we can attract good. And yes, good is really good, but how would we know it, if we had not experienced bad?
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Isa
Beautiful meditation. :)
ReplyDeletehard things happen. I don't know if I would necessarily call them bad. I'm not much for good and bad. More for grades of ease and difficult. Right know you and your family are at the extreme of balancing on the edge of unbearable. Even throughout all of this, you are all together surrounding each one of yourselves and your mom with love and love is light. Hold yourselves in the light and each other in the moments of darkness. Prayers, so many prayers are flying your way.
ReplyDeleteThe sound of this meditation are so peaceful and helpful. Thank you for this.
There are absolutley no words.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry.
it looks like you had a much needed break away which i hope can give you some mental clearance, even though going back to deal with it must be with such dread.
I am glad that the meditation and reiki helps you and hope that it gives you space.
I must admit - that i think there are 5 stages of grief - but i seem to flit back and forth between them all - i have never - and will never - reach an end of the grieving process - just a more finely tuned way of dealing with it on a day to day basis, I guess.
Take care and i will send you both reiki, non stop.
Thank you for my blog comment also.
Hari Om.
xxx